She says I act nicer when I’m fucked up. What a good mom, bahaha ;].
I really wish we were still as close as we used to be. I miss all our fun-filled nights, with or without drugs, for some reason we were always happy. That only happens with REAL freinds. I’m not ready to lose one of my only real friends in Arizona. I refuse.! I am going to go to your house tommrow and kidnap you. Just a heads-up. :}.
theprettyfacechase:magic-trick:
SHOOT ME!
…….what.
Draco would be Quinn
Oh
WHAT AM I LOOKING AT.
…..LOL oh my fucking god
wat
air. need it now.

Dear Cameron;
I did everything for you. Everything and anything you wanted. I don’t understand why you had to rip my heart to shreds, over and over again.
You were fucking insane, but I loved you more than life itself.
You told me not to talk to other guys, and I wouldn’t, and yet you were allowed to go to other girls houses, and were allowed to talk to whoever you wanted. You could ignore me for days at a time and I couldn’t say anything, but if I was upset and ignored you you threatend to dump me.You told me not to smoke and I tried to quit, I really did, but whenever I slipped up you hit me in the face and choked me. Lovely. You used to shove me into the walls and scream at me constantly. You always knew just the right things to say to break me. You cheated on me on my birthday. You’ve cheated on me with about three diffrent girls, and didn’t ever have the balls to say it to my fucking face. I gave you chance after chance. Even after it all, I’d take you back in an instant. You weren’t ever man enough to fight for me and fix your mistakes. You could have stayed in Tucson and been with me foreve_, but instead you chose the cowardly thing to do, and you ran and hid in North Carolina.
You deserve to be fucking dead, but;
I still love you. I’ve loved you since the day I met you. I’ll always love you.
Dear Stranger;
When I look at you, I wonder if you hate your life too. I wonder if you think just like I do, and you see things diffrently. I wonder if you’ve ever been so sad you’ve considered suicide. I wonder if you do drugs, and if your a cheater like every single guy I know. I also wonder what would happen if we met, would there be something there, or would you just be like everyone else?
<3; Samiy.
This is sad to admit, but: I still miss your voice. I still miss when you used to hold me and tell me you loved me until I fell asleep. I still miss the way you used to look at me like I was the only thing you saw. I still miss those hugs that went on forever. Most of all; I still miss you. :/.